Just another day

Nothing special, no celebrations.
No memories of good times or bad.
No associations in my mind.
Today, is just another day.

No reason why I don’t feel so good.
No reason why my eyes sting with unshed tears.
No reason why I feel exhausted.
My thoughts are scattered, lacking focus.
Concentration, motivation, gone.
Adrift in a sea of apathy.

Today is just another day.

Today is Friday, March 2nd.  It is just another day.

And that’s the problem with depression…
…there isn’t always a reason why today isn’t a good day.
…why today it’s so difficult to function.

There isn’t always a trigger or a cause for the feelings.
There isn’t a reason behind the tears.
You feel overwhelmed but you don’t know why.
Irritated by things that would not normally matter.

And tired, so very tired…
tired that days like these come from nowhere,
tired of people, noise, bother.

Tired of being ill.

Tired of feeling there’s no sun on the horizon…
…that there’s no blue sky behind the clouds…
…that this will last forever.

Comments

8 comments on “Just another day”
  1. Yup, I know those day …. they’re grim and shoddy. Tomorrow will be lovely … Saturdays are happy days ☀️☀️

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    1. Karen says:

      Thank you, I hope tomorrow will be lovely ☀️😎❤

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  2. ashleyleia says:

    I hate days like that.

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    1. Karen says:

      Yup, me too x

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  3. Wow! This is incredibly accurate.
    You captured this so well.

    💙

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    1. Karen says:

      Thank you, feel better having let it out!
      (Even though it was the edited version… didn’t want to come across as too gloomy! 🤔)

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      1. I understand. I find writing to be a great way of getting things out!

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      2. Karen says:

        Definitely agree ☺

        Liked by 1 person

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